January 17, 2016

Ok, It's Official

I suspect it's probably obvious that there's nothing going on at this end and this blog lies silently sleeping.  

But, because I myself dislike seeing blogs that just stop and it's anyone's guess why the author ever stopped posting, I want to sign off on this blog officially.

I've put my printmaking adventures aside for now and we're taking to the road.  We've decided that the house is, after all, too big for the two of us and haunted by too many memories we can't seem to shake.  We're selling and going on a quest for a new one, somewhere more rural. We've said goodbye to our jobs, bought a truck and truck camper, and will be travelling for the next couple of years.  

There will one day be another Blue Chisel Studio, in a new incarnation, but until then, thank you so much to all of you who have visited and read my stories and offered your support and encouragement for my work.  

And, if you are curious about our travels, you will be able to read about them, once we get going in a few months, here: RV Trails and Tails

All the very best. 

February 15, 2015

Texada Sunset 2

I've had a couple of weeks of running around and not much creative time but I did manage to get to finishing Sunset 2.  

I loved working on this print and I realized that, little by little, working downstairs in what used to be my parents' kitchen, it's feeling like my studio.  Images of my mother, standing at the counter making dinner, something I watched her do too many times to count, are fading.  Was that me?  Was that her?  A different life.  

Anyway, the last two passes:  

 Texada Sunset 2
9 x 7 inches
Reduction Linocut

January 27, 2015

Finally Some New Stuff

Well it’s definitely time for something new for the new year isn’t it?  If only to confirm I’m still here, plugging away at my printmaking, sporadically as it may be.  But yes, like the cry of the Whos in Horton Hears a Who, I am here, I am here, I am here...

So what, exactly, have I been up to the last few months?  Well, for the first time in a couple of years, I got back to doing a linocut Christmas card again: 

OK, maybe my motivation was mainly driven by the desire to appease a friend who guilted me into doing the card but hey, I carved and printed a card and that’s what counts right?  And now I’m working on a new print and am pretty happy with the way it’s shaping up.  

I’m revisiting, in my mind’s eye and with the help of some photos, Texada Island. We spent a week there one summer some years back and that visit already spawned two earlier prints:  Sunset and Driftwood Madonna. This latest print is going to be, for lack of a better name, Sunset Two.  

It’s a bit of an experiment because I printed the first Sunset print in Daniel Smith inks and now I’m using Akua Colour which behaves quite differently.  So of course I’m wondering just how different the new print, side by side with the first one, will look when it’s finished. Can prints be considered as part of a theme or series even if the inks are not the same?  

Anyway, it's moving along fairly quickly, I only started printing a couple of weeks ago and I'm almost done.  Here are the first five passes:

For this last one, I was able to print two colours at once, the violet for the sky and the umber for the land. 

October 07, 2014

Passings & Credos

 Arch, line and circle, No.2 - © Sidney Kocib

My father passed on last night.  I was with him.  

He loved colour and was flamboyant in some ways: he liked to wear a corduroy waistcoat my mother made for him that was so floral the people at the care home labelled it for my mother's closet.  But he was also an unpretentious man, uninterested in material pursuits and displays. In keeping with this, and also because most of my parents' friends and family are far away, there will be no formal service.  We will toast his life and celebrate his accomplishments in a small private way.  

But, still, I want to commemorate him somehow so here I am. A few words, his own.  The "TO" Manifesto he wrote in 1981 and strove to live by:

Contribute to the Arts' Continuity ~ Create a World of Rich Sensuality ~ Enjoy Playful Vitality ~ Celebrate the Freedom of Originality ~ Exploit Any Source of Creativity ~ Understand the Arts' Universality ~ Strive for Utmost Professionality  ~ Promote Ideas of Non-Selective Humanity ~ Employ Means of Artistic Verity ~ Appreciate Quintessential Sincerity
suspect art of easy popularity ~ reject attempts at suppressing individuality ~ fight profitable conformity ~ laugh at petrified pomposity ~ unmask all forms of quasi-ingenuity ~ forsake also formality ~ resist the temptation of cheap virtuosity ~ hate pretentious sterility ~ shun works of artistic obscenity ~ condemn vulgar superficiality
© Sidney Kocib

September 20, 2014

Subdued Passion

 Passion Flower
reduction linocut in 10 colours
7.5 x 9.5 inches

So we had our summer holidays a couple of weeks ago and I managed to get in enough art time to finish the print I've been working on.  Sure feels good. Specially since I wasn't expecting much time at home because we were planning a camping trip this year.

We had a destination in mind...a very scenic part of BC...we had our supplies ready. This was going to be the trip we'd planned to go on last year, also in September, a trip we didn't end up taking because, last August, we got a new puppy Rat Terrier.  Only a couple of weeks after we got her we realized that energetic untrained puppies and camping in the woods might not be the best mix. So we promised ourselves we'd go this year instead.

We took another week off earlier this summer and stole some time from house chores for a brief overnight adventure at a local provincial park, just to introduce the dog to the camping idea.  We had a great time, did some hiking, took lots of photos, and even got in a swim.  It was a short but wonderful trip and we were really looking forward to a longer one.  Well at this point you can probably see where this is heading right?  If you're guessing we didn't actually make that camping trip this year either, you're bang on.  And why didn't we go this year? 

Déjà vu. We're back in the land of puddles on the floor and little surprises left in room corners. Some half-formulated ideas, some tentative discussions, a string of coincidences, and on the Thursday night before the week of our planned camping vacation we brought home Rat Terrier number two. Our current female dog's little brother: a year (less a day) younger. They say that ratties are like Lay's potato chips and you can't have just one.  I guess it's true.  Or, as I jokingly told Nora, she was just such a huge personality that it took two dogs to replace her when she moved out.  HA!

Once again we postponed the camping trip.  Next year for sure. On the plus side, staying home gave me time to print and that was maybe what I needed too. Here are the last few stages as the print came together. 

colour 7
colour 8

colour 9


September 01, 2014

Fresh Ink and Prints on the Line

So should I hang my head in contrition at how long it's been?  Nah.  There's not too much point in dwelling on something I can't change.  I'm re-reading The Untethered Soul, a book I read about a year ago, maybe a little longer than thatI liked it quite a bit the first time around already but this time the messages are resonating so much more. I find myself stepping back at random times, mentally, taking note of how I react to stuff.  More importantly, I'm realizing how much time I've devoted, over the past year and a bit, to being sad.  And worse, to feeling guilty for spending so much time on feeling sad and then spending more time on trying to distract myself from feeling guilty and sad.  On and on, round and round.

I feel like I'm done with that now. I'm not sure if it's because I'm consciously and conscientiously trying to put the concepts in The Untethered Soul into daily practice or if I've simply just passed through to the other side of some predefined period of grief.  It's the oddest thing because nothing's changed tangibly in my life; all the things which have been weighing my spirits down for the last year or so are still the same.  Some are worse.  And yet it's as if a stone has lifted.  

For the last few weeks I've been working on a new print...one I sketched out ages ago and then abandoned.  Passion Flower. A few weeks ago, on one of my Mondays off, I  dragged myself downstairs into the studio I built out of my parents' kitchen and got to work. Tentatively. Warily.  And...the strangest thing...the ghosts were gone.  The sun flooding the room, All Classical streaming a Mozart concerto, the physical motion, it's a dance really, of rolling out ink on a glass slab, and... no ghosts.  It was amazing; I felt so light. At peace and happy and centered.  And I thought wow!  I remember this feeling.  Such a rush!

The print is going pretty well. Almost doneI still don't have a lot of time and might even have less, considering the new puppy we're bringing home on Thursday, but so be it.  Things are looking up anyway.


Ok, ok.  I know you're not normally print a lighter colour over darker but I don't care.  I wanted to see what would happen and I totally got the result I was after.  I'm glad I experimented.

December 31, 2013

Closing Out the Year

   The above is a photo Nora took in our garden which I ended up turning into cards for this year.  

Here I am, looking at a chasm of seven and a half months since my last post and wondering how to even begin to cover that distance.  And yet I feel I need to close out the year in some way.  It hasn't been an easy year and no, no printmaking except for the Waterlily Mandala print I finished in April.  That's it, one print this whole year.  That's terrible really!  I began sketching out what I thought would be my next one after I finished the mandala but I never even completed the sketch.  Can I blame this on depression? Can I say it finally caught up with me?  Here's what's been going on.

After my parents got moved to the care home and I turned their kitchen into the dedicated printing space I'd dreamed of having one day, I went through a brief surge of excitement at having that space available to me.  I tried not to allow too much thought for the big "why" behind my having the space; I worked to keep my emotions in check and forced myself to focus on clearing out stuff and making the downstairs feel more like us and less like my parents.  Yet as inviting as I tried to make it down there, my inspiration for working on anything beyond the mundane seemed to seep away.  I kept myself busy with other things but couldn't bring myself to sit down and draw.  

A huge part of that was that Sundays, which used to be my printmaking days, became "visit my parents in the care home days" and those visits leave me wrecked.  Bearing witness to their increasing dementia and the associated indignities the disease brings with it is difficult and overwhelming.  Alongside, we're dealing with a major decline in the health of one of our closest friends, had to put our dog down in the summer, and became empty nesters when Nora moved out to start life with the BF.  As a caveat, before this post starts resembling a litany of sorrows, we now have a beautiful new pup and, also, Nora's departure isn't all bad, but ultimately this was a year of major changes.  

I believe that creativity is very closely linked to the emotions.  In my artwork, I feel an emotional response to something...a place that moves me, a idea or concept that resonates on an emotional level...and I want to express that outwardly.  To translate that response in some tangible way.  Over the course of this past year, I've struggled to deaden my emotions.  To not feel the weight of the sadness and helplessness I'm confronted with each time I visit the husks that are now my parents, to not get brought down by the our friend's decline and by the changes I face as we lose, in one way or another, those who were close to us.  Yet in deadening one part I deaden others as well and, perhaps as a result of this, my creativity's in hibernation and I haven't had much success in bringing it out. I know the time will come when I return to it again but, for now, I'm letting things go their pace.  

And, for now anyway, I've taken up knitting and listening to a lot of spiritual music...music that feeds the soul.  It's a meditation of sorts, like counting off prayer beads: my hands are busy at work, my mind follows the music, and my emotions stay calmed.  In an odd way, I feel a link to my mother through this, she used to knit a lot some years ago.  

So that's the story.  Or part of it because it's still evolving. If there's still anyone out there checking in from time to time, all the very best to you in the coming year.  May the changes that come to you lead you up instead of down.